Saturday, March 27, 2010 1:38 PM
To-do: Learn how to walk on sunshine
I might just have to give everything up now.
Sheesh.
How depressing.
This entire week hasn't been "awesome" like how I used to say about almost every single week last year, duh.
I still love school though.
Especially since we're starting with watercolor for painting now :D
Yesss I've never tried it before so.
It's fun.
Really fun.
We get to drip wax! Awesome.
Hehehe Ankita accidentally burnt the paper though.
Soooooo.
(HAHAHHAH JIANHAO)
Now what.
I'm failing almost every single thing and I just cant seem to do anything about it.
I mean,
I DO care, it's not like I don't,
then
Why the HECK am I not getting what I'm aiming for?
(I still refuse to acknowledge that heck = hell + f*** >:(
because that would mean that I've been using the kid of the f word for a long time.
And I would hate that. A lot. UGH.)
Hm I might just be the only person in class who hasn't said/typed/wrote the f word before.
Besides "GO WEAR A HIDJAB LA", of course, hahaha.
It's not that I'm afraid or anything,
I just really don't like the fact that we have to resort to that VULGAR word just so people know how pissed/sad/angry/whatever we are :/
I'm used to listening to it already though, haha.
OH I might be one of the few people today who don't use "lol" too HAHAHHA
Besides the old people.
Wait, some old people actually DO use "lol" :|
... SO CUTEEE :}
I like old people!
They're the only ones who can say my name perfectly and nicely at the same time HAHA.
I'm turning into Daniel omg.
Ashley's used "lol", but I still stick to "haha"s :P
... Even my papa uses "lol" :/
He's not that old yet so its still weird for him to use "lol".
Aaaaanyway
More and more stuff are coming at me.
And I don't know if I'll ever figure out how to handle them.
I KNOW it's not considered a lot as compared to what others' have to handle, but
it's like I'm too tired to even bother anymore.
Like right now,
I told Daryl I'd enlarge the designs for him,
and I'm still here, posting and tweeting and reading through Ashley's blog posts and stalking Mark Indelicato on Facebook.
SEE, IT'S JUST ENLARGING THE DESIGNS,
AND IT'LL ONLY TAKE LIKE WHAT,
30 MINS,
AND I JUST CANT SEEM TO CARE.
... Hm my posts should stop being so depressing huh :/
Well they seem depressing to ME.
I just wanna get so many things done,
and have at least an hour all to myself.
But ahhhhh well.
I kinda DID sign up for this.
So I can't go all drama Troy-ish and say, "I didn't sign up for this."
(Heheh I love how HSM/Ashley moments can fit in sometimes :D)
SO!
I need to get something to distract me now.
From all THIS.
HmmmMMmmmMMmmmMMmmMmmmmmMMmm.
Kay got it.
Those silly "M"s up there :/
GAH.
I dont know if you get it but it's going to be really obvious once I say this...!
Hi I love your hair.
And then Selma will go, "Omgoshhhhh Weiqiiiii"
And then Keren will go, "You know they should all just shave bald."
And then Emma will go, "Hot anot? ;)"
And then Kazuya (I dont know why he's in the list, but yeah, he is.) will go, "
... No there's nothing wrong with your computer screen.
I just,
decided to stop halfway at what Kazuya would say :/
Cos it would just reveal everything.
I'll continue with what others would say, hahhaha.
(It's just so fun, seeing how I remember what everyone said :P)
And then Rachel will go, "coughcoughcoughcough"
And then Sabrina will go, "He's there." (SO DIRECT -.-)
And then Isabelle will go, "Hahahha I saw him!"
Okay I should stop now.
Because I just found out @sotaihss is following me on Twitter.
And I put a link to my blog on my account.
Soooo.
Just in case they just happen to click on that turquoise link...
I LOVE IHSS! :D
I really do actually, hahaha.
So psh, doesnt matter if they really DO come here.
It's just that my secrets'll all be let out.
Especially the most dangerous one that might really make me NOT wanna come to school.
Whether SHE's used to it or not.
.. Don't you just love how ambiguous my posts are? ;)
I DO! HAHAHHAHA
K not funny.
TTFN,
Gotta go start on Daryl's draft thingy.
Why is holding on so hard?
Labels: Ashley, Ashley Tisdale, GAH, SOTA
