Saturday, September 19, 2009 11:34 AM
GAAAH
GAAAHToday and yesterday really killed me.
GAAAHWhywhywhywhywhy.
GAAAHI dont even know why I'm reacting like that.
GAAAH (Yeh I think this is just gonna go on and on.)
GAAAH(Told you) I died died died
to the bottom of the sea, there you will meet Spongebob and Gary!Okay I think I'll stop -.-
This entire thingy is just,
driving me to laaaameness.
And prolly desperation. (NAAAH.)
Or obssession. (I dont know, Keren said that.)
Maybe addiction? (O.O That's just weeeirrrdd HAHA.)
But definitely not indulgence (BWAHHAHAHA. CHEESY.)
Okayokay
I was working on my Creative Writing Portfolio,
so yeh -.-
I'll just try forget about it.
I WANT to get over itttt! ):
Okay,
I'm gonna try distract myself now.
Yesterday we had AWESOME IDU! :D
It was Science + Theatre ;DD
We learned about light and all that,
super interesting ;D
Oh but
before that,
I kinda died -.-
... GAAH see!?
I got distracted from my distraction ):
And now I'm back into this weirrrrd thing.
It's only been like what, 9 months?
Last time it was 3 YEARS (YES years -.-),
and I did react like that -___-
Oh well,
its prolly cos of the 'weather'.
Its way too hot.
(I dont care if you get it or not! :D Cos I know some of you already do.)
Anyway IDU was just awesome,
I just couldnt believe that even after 1 and a half hours,
it was still there ):
And then after Art Theory,
EVEN WHEN I WAS CROSSING MY FINGERS,
it was still there.
Ah but uh,
Keren pointed out why it didnt work -.-
Crossing my fingers = Opposite.
So when I said "Not there, not there, not there..."
....
yeah,
you get it -.-
HENNEEHOO,
Today was kinda ''worse".
Cos it was right there,
so yeh ):
I was saying "Shitshitshitshitshitshit"
THE WHOLE TIME.
And I hyperventilated.
BUT
at least I waited till it was goneee!
Ah but seriously,
it probably already knows that A LOT are getting this dumb weird thing.
Cant blame it,
ITS JUST THE WEATHER OKAY.
... its too hot.